I turned mother fucking 21 today.
…and boom goes the dynamite.
Kind words and thoughts truly appreciated but please do not condescend me. I don’t disrespect you like that and expect the same reciprocation, nothing more or less. Don’t enjoy my cynicism? Don’t read or follow, it’s simple. I don’t write for you. I know I’m an asshole but I’m okay with that. I’m comfortable with my flaws and I am a good person still. I obviously don’t try to hurt or belittle anyone’s feelings and I certainly don’t imply to know everything or that my thoughts and views are in any way more valid than yours. I’m just very opinionated, and I feel that we’re all entitled to be, don’t you? Besides, from the birth of the public internet, humans have used it to bitch to other humans about issues that concern them. Still, with that said, I apologize if I may have offended you in any way. I do admit I’ve been a little more salty recently for some reason but stick with me and I’ll try and make it worth your while.
I saw the storm moving in like a cannonball,
and you were the field of wheat and cotton standing so strong in the wind.
Now the wild horses & oxen have fled to the hills.
Tall grass reaching through the gaps in the wall.
I’ve restored my Bright Eyes collection (LPs/EPs) for the first time since my iPod crashed two years ago. I used to have somewhere between 200-300 of his songs live/studio/rare/etc now I have roughly 11 hours and 6 minutes of great news which is a steady start and I’m very content for the time being. Maybe some of you can relate to this again retained solace. :]
Goddamn Bad Blood, I love you.
Lucy is back in town and I’m excited as hell. Im so happy my birthday is always the week after today, it usually dictates what close friends always get me haha.
I still can’t believe I’m going to be 21. Where the fuck did you creep off to, childhood?
Wow, I really don’t think I’m a damn cure-all but that sure was kind of ‘em!
Slammed my gotdang finger in the door!
Why the fuck does everyone feel it necessary to get a hold of me all at once before eleven on a Monday! Now, I’m well aware that I sound like a lazy ass but fuck, man. And fuck you other work locations, I deliberately went out of my way to fabricate an excuse out of thin goddamn air to not cover your shift at your shitty studio, don’t dig too deep into it. I just hate you job. You’re the goddamn worst. I only wish I cared enough to type the 50-something solid and unique “fuck you“‘s it would take to get my point across. Too much wine last night.
Tonight is the Fever Dreams CD release with Courtney Andrews, The Pioneers of Prime Time TV, Western Medicine, Saddles, You Me & Apollo, and Cale Jones @ Fractal on Grand Ave in Phoenix. I’m really excited and kind of nervous, I kind of hate when there’s that kind of attention on me but hopefully I’ll get my paws on some whiskey with my friends so we can have a good messy ol’ night. Gab’s been printing these new tote bags by hand for the womenfolk that look real cool. It’ll be nice to have some additional merch there since the last time I did was when my friend Leyna made a metric fuckton of bracelets for my shows years ago. (By the way if you somehow find this Leyna, thanks again!). Anyways, gotsta get dressed and find some food to eat and practice. See you later tonight if you’re in Arizona!